When I woke up this morning I decided that I will never cry in front of another guy again. Unless I truely love him, then there would be reason for me to share all my emotions with him. I don't want to be the girl I was before...always thinking that tears can bind a guy's heart to me or get me what I want. No more. I don't want anymore of this, I'll truely aim to be independent now. Free of parents and free of guys. But I would like to experience love at least once in my life. I wonder how it feels like...how do I know when love's knocking at my door?